I can't survive

I’m struggling, I’m trapped

I can’t see, I can’t feel

My life, my road is mapped,

I can’t cry, I can’t heal

I want to believe

I want to run free

I wish I could conceive

I wish I didn’t plea

I am tired, I am lonely

I can’t breathe, I can’t cope

My heart, my head is homely

I can’t fight, I can’t hope

I want to be happy

I want to be alive

I wish I was chatty

I wish I could strive

I can’t survive